February 2011
Drama, rumors, dishonest always got to fuck up a good relationship.
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It’s not like you care for my feelings anyways…
If I don’t make you happy, why do you still smile? A fake smile is a lie. I prefer honesty even if I see you cry…
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stupidkorean:
Loneliness is not being by yourself all the time. It’s not having no one to talk too. You have six billion people on this planet that can hear your voice. You have that best friend that will always listen to you and say they will always be there. It’s that feeling where you say, “I’m not okay,” but no one understands. No one feels what you are feeling. It hurts and you just don’t...
I realized I don’t even have a picture with you.
I hate people.
Have you even been so bored that for once you...
January 2011
You’re scared of getting hurt, but have you wonder the pain others have suffered from it?
And I thought there was nothing special between us, I thought wrong…
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Deep somewhere in my heart, there will always be you…
I wish I knew how to fight, but there seems no reason to. I want to be sure I’m ready to protect myself if I need too.
When you’re on top of the world, only tears will go down.
A empty or numb feeling isn’t as bad as it was anymore. At first, I thought it was great. I didn’t have to worry about anything. Of course I still have my doubts, but it’s not to a certain extent to where it would just make me cry. I thought I felt happy. I just realized I numb the pain. I don’t feel like I have a heart anymore. There’s nothing there.
Insecurity tells me that you can find someone better, you will give up on me, you can’t trust me, I’m not worth it, you will never say yes, I’m stupid, you won’t be able to deal with my problems, I’m too sensitive, I will never make you smile, I won’t be able to cheer you up when you’re down, I always unintentionally hurt you, but most importantly, your...
I feel like I could be a better person to you. It’s always something or someone ruining my chances every time. There’s always got to be something to fuck it up. Saying sorry isn’t helping nor having nothing to think of to make it up. Am I not trying hard enough or is life just complicated?
Tumblr Meet Up
It was a fail. I’m sorry guys and girls. I didn’t organize it at all. Most of the people knew each other anyways. If I do get stickers, I’ll send them out. There was a lot of other business to take care of. I didn’t expect to be busy with it. I apologize once again. I hope you enjoyed The Grind though.
You make me think what kind of a friend I am to others. Feels like I’m no one at times…
Waiting seems like forever….
Friendship and Family.
This past weekend I found out the true meaning of friendship. It’s not just being there for someone when they need you, but also protecting you with what you got by all means including your life. A phone call or text could bring more people than you can count to back you up. And one more thing, don’t fuck with Asians.
Thank God no one got hurt and everyone is safe. Those niggas deserve what they did to my bro. One motherfucking crazy ass day.
A war today. I can’t sleep. So help all of us God. Let’s hope no one gets shot, stabbed or injured bad. I love my friends….
Hope that everything works out tomorrow. Don’t want anyone to get hurt at all…
How about you promote followers that deserve it?
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One Facebook post, started as a joke. Turned into...
It wasn’t even a joke. She just fucking assumed it was to her.
Dislike picking sides, but got to stick with my homeboy. I wish I was there right now to help. I should of stayed. He’s fucking bleeding and I can’t do a damn thing. Fuck…
People tend to lose interest in me really quickly.
My dad asked me to bring a receipt for lunch money. Are you fucking kidding me? I know our money situation is bad, but do you not trust me anymore?
One word to break a whole relationship of trust between two friends. That’s all it takes…
I miss how we use to talk.
Do you only talk to me when you're bored? Because...
You miss him more than me.
There’s always a empty feeling in my heart that misses you, only if you would return the favor…
If you think weed is a drug, I’d laugh at you. You haven’t even tried “true” drugs yet.
As far back I could remember we use to be rolling around in the playground, now we’re rolling up a joint. Man have fast do we grow up or how stupid have we got?
Thank you for killing my mood and my day. Now I just want to sleep…
I don’t want our love to be a painful memory. One that I can never forget. If you were to stay either way, I want you to stay. Even if there’s a tear in my eye, when I’m holding you tight. Holding you while I cry…
Tumblr Meet-Up in Arlington, TX! →
Tumblr Meet-Up at Hong Kong Market in Arlington, Tx
Note : It’s also the same time as The Grind, a dance competition. I’ll be wearing a t-shirt with my URL on it so you can find me.
2901 East Pioneer Parkway Grand Prairie, TX 76010
Reblog, RSVP if you live around this area.
I wonder if you still have feelings for me.
It's pretty crazy how one small thing can change...
Someone please be arrogant enough to tell me to stop or end our friendship. I want to quit, but I don’t. I hate my fucking life.
I hate being honest. I would rather tell my friends if I did do drugs, but the guilt it puts on me, the disappointed it puts on me is more than not telling them at all. Honest is the best policy, but please don’t get disappointed if I do do drugs. I feel like a hypocrite saying I’m trying to quit. But you can’t win every battle can’t you?
I wonder if you like anyone else.
http://korean-xtc.tumblr.com/
This will be the record of my life of drugs and also my recovery from the path of drug addiction. So far I’ve been doing really good becoming clean. I will be recording what I use everyday if any. I will explain my emotions, thoughts. and feelings when I’m on the drugs. Ask for password.
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jackieeeeex:
whereinstabilityunfolds:
-bbbecky:
365ofcindyslife:
DA’W :D MATCHING<3
my day :’) fucking jason and his hideous face LOL.
AW CUTE. CUTE.
hey you can see me in the middle :D LOL i didn’t know you girls had a tumblr o___o
Maybe being sad is what I'm good at.